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Aug 29, 2007 22:18:06 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Aug 29, 2007 22:18:06 GMT -5
She's got a pretty face and celebrity curves, a picture perfect smile and eyes like heaven. The boys all stare at her, the girls wonder how she does it. She keeps her secret and prays no one will find her scars. Gabriella Montez Holly had talked to her for a bit trying to calm her down but nothing was working. Gabriella felt it was all her fault and what she had done caused it. The doctors came in and explained to her that it wasn't the drugs that had done this but the tumor had already been there and was causing all the headaches and migraines she had been complaining about. The drugs didn't affect the tumor, she had only overdosed because she had been reckless and she had worn her body out to much by going to the gym and excercising. Gabriella had tried to get her body and life back in shape but nothing seemed to be working, her body was fighting her and her life well that was another story. "Am I still going to be able to film High School Musical 2?" Gabriella asked looking at them all once more. "Yes, though you're going to be doing lots of chemotherapy." the doctors said as she Gabriella took in a deep breathe. "..Do I have to have the surgery?" she asked biting at her lower lip. "If you want to live, yes." the doctor said being rather blunt as Gabriella felt tears roll down her cheeks. "How long would I live without the surgery?" she asked wanting to know. She didn't want to have the surgery, she hated that type of stuff. She hated taking medication much less surgery.
"Six months, the tumor is growing large and at the moment we'd be able to get most of it out, it could come back and we'd have to do this again. I'm not making any promises." he said looking at her as she shook her head. This couldn't be happening, she had a life to live. She didn't want it to end now. "God damnit!" she shouted as she got angry and began to cry once more. The doctors left the room as she layed in the bed and cried. She couldn't handle it. She knew Holly and her Mother were calling everyone on the planet earth and telling them she had cancer. She would've liked to keep it a secret, now she was going to be 'cancer girl'. It wasn't something she wanted to deal ever. Holly came back in and she had a sad expression on her face as she hugged Gabriella tight. "I can't lose my best friend god damnit why does God have to be so greedy, he can't have all the sweetest people on earth." she said giving a faint smile as Gabriella tried to smile back. "..I called Troy." she admitted weakly as Gabriella looked at her. The last time she had seen Troy she'd been a total wreck and she couldn't even begin to think of what he might think of her. "..oh." she managed to say wondering if he'd come to see her like he did when she had been in the wreck. "He's coming, he should be here very soon." Holly said as she left the room and Gabriella bit at her lower lip uneasy as she took in a deep breathe.
"Well, I'll leave you to get some sleep or something." Holly said as she squeezed Gabriella's hand gently and got up to leave as she closed the door gently and walked out in to the hall leaving Gabriella sitting in the hospital bed all alone. She looked at her hair, she had her extensions in and she looked decent besides the fact her makeup was smeered down her face from all the crying. She heard the door open as she looked up to see Troy. She bit down hard on her lower lip as she looked over at him and heard him say she'd get through it, if only it was that easy to believe. "They say I have six months to live if I don't get the surgery." she said bluntly looking down at her hands. "..I'm so scared." she whispered. She felt him press his lips to her forehead and for that moment she felt as if everything could possibly be okay and there was some hope in the world, somewhere.
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Aug 30, 2007 0:00:17 GMT -5
Post by Troy Bolton on Aug 30, 2007 0:00:17 GMT -5
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He was almost lost at words to tell her because he didn't really know what to say to her. This was no get well in this mix, she could die or she could live. People who get cancer aren't always lucky and then some are. Gabriella would be one of those lucky ones, she had to be...he needed her. As weird as it sounds of the guy who wanted no relationship, girlfriend wise or just a plain connection wise in his life, he needed Gabriella. People needed her, Kaite, her parents, Holly they all needed her. “ don't be scared Gabi your not alone “ he told her kindly always thinking over his words before he spoke. Taking a strand of her hair out of her face. He had never faced cancer or known a person who had faced cancer but he knew about the sickness very well. He didn't want Gabriella to label her life as six months to live or anything.
“ I think you should get the surgery, so you won't have these 'six months' to live. “ He told her finally. Her hand still in his hand,they just connceted. They were always like this falling back in love with her, it seemed after a time she got hurt. Then again the boy had never fallen out of love with Gabriella, even if he wanted too. He was hooked on her like a drug, something Gabriella se know very well. Troy was worried for her ansd these drugs, she was taking. Did dhe learn her lesson now that she was in the hospital? He hated the look of this super skinny helpless Gabriella. The truth of why he came by that day because he missed her and he couldn't live without her. Simple thing was he wanted her back but when he came by she looked sick and a bit anti socail for a moment. She was no the girl he fell in love with, he didn't want her but the girl he knew only a mmonth ago. Healthy full of life Gabriella, his soul mate.
It was weird Gabriella was always getting hurt and always coming back in the hospital. It was a random but weird thought in Troy's mind right now. “ I don't want you to die in six months or two months, I want you here with all the people that care about you...like me” he told her kindly. He didn't know if she started yelling about the whole kid thing with Lena because he did care about her. If he didn't care about her, would he be here right now taking time out of his Katie and big bro time? In a way he was scared for her because she quit singing and locked herself in a ball that no one was allowed in but Troy found a way in, always. It was his job at times, “ Gabriella tell what been inside your head latey “ he told her in a sweet but still stern voice. He wanted to know were that really sweet healthy Gabriella was and when was she comeing back her soul mate missed her.
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Aug 30, 2007 17:18:40 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Aug 30, 2007 17:18:40 GMT -5
She's got a pretty face and celebrity curves, a picture perfect smile and eyes like heaven. The boys all stare at her, the girls wonder how she does it. She keeps her secret and prays no one will find her scars. Gabriella Montez Gabriella looked over at him once more as he asked her what had been on her mind lately. "You." she answered softly and looked over at him feeling pathetic. "I can't stop thinking about you-" she said and took in a deep breathe. "I've been thinking of how I always lose you and it's unfair, when I had supposably overdosed I'd been at the gym trying to gain back some of my weight to maybe impress you, to see how far I'd come from when you last saw me." she said looking over at him once more. She couldn't believe she was telling him all of this, she figured it was the drugs they had put her on but there were no drugs involved. She was just spilling her guts to this boy, she found it so hard to ever lie to him. She looked over at him once more as she wipe aay her tears and sat up in the bed. "I was working so hard to get back to what I had been, I got my hair done.." she said as she picked up a piece of her hair, she had extensions in. "I was training so much, I would work out all day. I was just trying to become my old self to try and win you back.." she admitted sheepishly.
She hated keeping things from him and that was exactly why she couldn't. She looked over to him once more knowing there was so much stuff she wanted to say before she died and she was no scared that she wouldn't have the time. "Troy, I still love you and I always will. I don't want to die and not let you know. I'm just so scared now." she admitted as she pulled the covers up as she kept herself warm and she looked over at him once more as tears rolled down her cheeks softly. She couldn't believe that she had cancer, it was so hard to imagine. She could see her Mother and Holly peering in through the door but then walk away, she didn't want them to come in, she still had so much to talk to Troy about.
"-but I don't want to think about dying or the cancer or all the medications and therapy. I don't even want to do any of it." she said looking over at him. She was going to change the subject, there was no way she'd be able to just focuse on everything that was going on around her. "..so how far along is Lena?" Gabriella asked looking at him once more trying to give him a faint smile. She knew the baby wasn't his, she was only wondering when Lena was going to fess up. "I know this isn't any of my business but are you going to make her take a paternal test?" she said looking at him once more. "I just don't want her to hurt you." she said as she looked away not wanting to think about that or anything anymore.
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Aug 30, 2007 23:44:56 GMT -5
Post by Troy Bolton on Aug 30, 2007 23:44:56 GMT -5
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He really didn't know how Gabriella would responed to his question, life it self?, boys? He really had no clue because they had been apart and it was just a mess of trouble, love, lust and pain between. Unbelieveable and un real at times for both of them. So when she said' you', stupid question came in his mind. Why me? But in thought it wasn't a stupid question, after all he put her threw. He didn't want to put her threw it anymore and with that he almost shut his feeling out. But here she was thinking of him wanting to impress him because she wanted him back. So everything thing he did just passed her like it was nothing? He was glad they she wanted him because..well.. he wanted her but she was ove it. So quick, so fast it seemed so unbelievable.
But in a way it was still a litte bit funny, wi him back? Who was he with? Then again Gabriella must of been watching E news and thinking Lena and him were together. No, simple as that. As she changed the suject rather fast, all eyes seemed to fouce back on Lena. Poor Lena was getting pictures snapped of her when she went out and she could never run away she was to fat. He looked over to Gabriella, knowing what she had done. " 7 months " he told her in a simple voice. Then the big question was it his or wasn't? Troy for the truth didn't really much care if it was his or some random guy on the street. The girl was hopless and depressed, once he found her in her room in tears. " said told me she taking one after the baby is born. I think she just scared that I'll throw her out if the baby not mine.. " he said with a sigh before he spoke. "I really don't care if it mine or not....I feel like a father to Lena more. Like if I have to make up on what my dad never did right "He said in a slow soft voice.
Lena. Lena. Lena the name that seemed to spit out of everyone mouth now a days sadly. But he knew Lena, the real Lena and she was different. Troubled scared and in pain, emotional and phiscal at times. Like a emo kid or something. He looked over toward Gabriella, words still stuck in his head a bit. " Gabriella you shouldn't over work your self to win me back from whoever. You should go tothe gym and try to go back to your old self for you and not someone else. When you're happy with who you are then it shouldn't matter how other people like you.... and no I wasn't reading from those girly magazines.....Katie was reading outloud " he said turning his head away. Though his words were true all the way throught, he still sounded all emotional and soft. " so when your happy with yourself, I'll be happy as well it not like I ever stopped loving you. I can't stop myself from loving you really. " he told her. He didn't want her to really fall back into his arms because he feared he would mess it up again and things would go down hill from now.
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Sept 3, 2007 10:05:06 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Sept 3, 2007 10:05:06 GMT -5
Loving you was easy, Losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but Knowing you are no longer mine Is the hardest of it all It wasn't enough that she couldn't have him, Lena wanted him forever. She had already managed to break the two up for awhile just like other girls had the past but when was it going to be time for their happily ever after? It never seemed like there would be a time for that. She was beginning to think she was better off on her own though countless time everyone had witnessed her crash and burn when she wasn't with him. She was beginning to think that she was only making herself think that, though she knew all too well she needed him. She also had cancer now among many other things she'd inflicted on herself. She might die but that didn't seem so big as losing Troy forever, she wasn't ready to take either of those things in though they'd already been shoved in her face. "I thought it would be easy to get over you because it's happened so many damn times but I still can't accept it." she said and looked away as tears ran down her face.
She was weak, she could barely move herself off or even around on the small hospital bed. Her thoughts were running around in her head like crazy and among other things her head was pounding as she closed her eyes and let her tears run down her cheeks. "..I can't do this on my own anymore Troy." she said and looked over at him once more. When was he going to see that she needed him more then anything right now? She was going in to surgery late tonight and she just couldn't accept that. "I can't have the surgery, I just need to leave. I'll die, oh well." she said knowing she had nothing to live for it she was going to have to live watching him and not being able to have him at all. She felt tears roll down her face as Holly came in and wrapped her arms around her and Gabby layed there with her not wanting to accept it. "..Gabby, everything is going to be fine. Troy is just trying to calm you down hun." Holly said knowing Gabriella was making things bigger then they seemed.
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Holly looked over at Troy and then back to Gabriella and began to tear up knowing that she was going through so much. She got up and grabbed Troy's hand seeing that Gabriella needed some sleep before she went in to surgery. "..Troy, I think it might be best if you leave." she said looking at him once more. "I know you want to be here for her but right now she can't take it." she said looking at him once more. "..she needs you, don't get me wrong she does." she said looking at him once more. "-but right now under the situation you're just causing her more heartbreak." she saidlooking at him and shaking her head. "She loves you so much and the thoughts of her dying and losing you anyways is killing her." she said looking at him once more.
"If she makes it through surgery, which isn't a promise she'll be shooting with you in a few weeks." she said looking at him once more. "She's going to need a lot of recovery time and right now the thought of you here is just killing her inside." she said looking over at him once more. "She's not doing well and I just want to see her do well again, but you can stay. I need you here with me, but inside that room Gabriella needs to fight it out with herself." she said before wrapping her arms around him tightly. "I c-can't l-lose her." Holly sobbed a bit as she held on to him trying not to lose it.
ooc: skip to after surgery, or before filming.
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Sept 3, 2007 15:22:04 GMT -5
Post by Troy Bolton on Sept 3, 2007 15:22:04 GMT -5
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All he wanted to do right now was kiss her, hold her in his arms and make it all go away. But couldn't do that, it seemed every time he took a breathe she was in pain and pain was something he didn't want for her ever. Troy was helpless as his trade mark clear blue eyes locked on to her face. She didn't look like Gabriella months ago, but it sounded like her. Gabriella was always an emotional person and this was just the peck of her of her fall. Hearing her take about she would die and oh well, this wasn't something he was use to from the old Gabriella. “ Gabriella don't think that way “ He said with a sigh before Holly cam in. He already had a sad look and him having to leave made it worest. He wanted to stay with her in this room, make her pain go away and bring back the old her but he wasn't a god was he? He took Holly's hand and walked out the room, door closed behind him as Holly went on talking. Soon enough Holly was on the line of a break down, holding her closed to him. Giving her a kiss on the forehead, “ it be alright Holly she will make it “ He told her rubing her back to clam her down. Once again he felt as if he was the rock and had to stay strong for other people, unable to break down. He gave a nod “ I' st- “ he was cut off by the ringing of his phone.
He took out his phone and saw a text, Katie fell down the stairs and may have broken her leg. “ Holly I have to go it Katie, call me when she better if you can alright? ' I told her before giving her a last big ' it ok' hug and dashing out. A few hours later, Katie was still in tears in her room. Lena on the foot of the bed, rubbing her back her foot was not broken but banged up a bit. Angel got out and started chasing Katie even if the dog meant no harm to hurt Katie she still did. Troy sighed and walked into Katie's room, wipping her tears away and holding her close. She already had some ice on the leg and within a day or two it would get better. What would Katie do with out her big brother?...what will Gabriella do with out him? He pushed the questions from his mind and went out to search for Angel in his house. Soon enough he found the bog with the male dog outside. Good thing she was fixed or he would have puppies runing all over the place.
A few days pasted a soon enough it was time for Troy to leave for Utah. He put on some long jean, long seelve tee shirt and a jacket. Utah may look all sunny but it was cold over ther, chill in the morning but freezeing at night. He already had his script and knew all his songs, first was recording. He got into his plane, Bear with him as always agent didn't get on for a start. Within three hours he was there and ready to record along with reunite with the old gang. He moved from his hotel to the stuido already finding Kenny there waiting. They greeted each other until he felt hand cover his eyes, inside of him wanted it to be Gabriella. But as he turned around he found Momo, smiling and open arms to him. “ Mo! “ he yelled and picked her up from the ground. “ Troy! I've missed you so much” she told him not letting go until a head of blonde came into view. Ashley dazzling as always. “ Ash! “ He said and hugged her as well. “ so where is Gaby? “ asked Mo. Troy face gave a low frown.
“ I don't know “ He said. He found it best right now to stay away from her so she could get better and recover on her on. She only crash and burned with him arund now.
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Sept 3, 2007 15:48:44 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Sept 3, 2007 15:48:44 GMT -5
Loving you was easy, Losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but Knowing you are no longer mine Is the hardest of it all Gabriella was left in tears on her hospital bed as she soon fell asleep, tiring herself out wasn't something new to the small girl. She was taken in to the surgery room and they operated on her, getting her tumor out but there wasn't any promises that another one wouldn't form and she'd be going through lots of therapy and taking lots of medicine. It wasn't fun, it was simply what had to be done. She had lots of things to do before she would be filming. She had a week to recover and two weeks to get everything together. She went to her personal trainer and they worked together to get her body back in to shape. She had taken her extensions out and had gotten a trim, letting her hair stay short. She was ready to film and record. She was running late, never one to be on time. She had hired her agent back and they got reacquainted.
Gabriella sat in a car with her agent as they finally arrived at the recording studio. She grabbed her small bag and walked towards as she was welcomed in and she saw everyone, of course she was the last one to arrive. She heard screams of 'Gabby!' as she was pulled in to a hug by Ashley and Monique. "Hey." she said softly as she heard questions of was she okay and she simply nodded, she was a bit more quiet then usual but she was learning how to deal with things. She'd never be the old Gabriella, but she'd be something similiar. She laughed as Corbin and Lucas came up and hugged her as she hugged them as well. "I missed you boys!" she said and smiled as she looked to the last person who she hadn't seen, Troy. It seemed all eyes were on them as Gabriella smiled a true smile as she walked towards him and wrapped her arms around him. "I missed you." she said as she held him close before releasing him and looking at him once more.
Her focuse was soon changed as Kenny took directions and told them all it was time to get down to business and they'd be recording 'What Time Is It' first. Gabriella walked in and soon she heard the music play as they all began to have fun and laugh it up a bit. She was back to herself, or a version of it. As they finished Gabriella walked out with Ashley and Monique as she grabbed a sandwhich knowing she had to keep her energy up. She sat down as Kenny talked some more and her gaze fell on Troy before quickly snapping back to Kenny. "..Gabriella, we need you in there for 'I gotta go my own way' with Troy." he said as she snapped out of it and set her sandwhich down and walked in as she began to sing knowing this song was hard enough because she could relate to it.
She sang it and gave a sweet smile as it ended and she walked back out. Ashley and Lucas were now in there to record their song and the others as she sat there next to Troy. "Well you look nice today." she said with a smile as she took another small bite from her sandwhich as she crossed her leg over her other leg before looking over at him once more. "I'm sorry about anything I said.." she said and shrugged not wanting to talk about it much. "I wasn't myself." she said and gave a faint smile as she looked over at him once more.
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Sept 3, 2007 16:48:27 GMT -5
Post by Troy Bolton on Sept 3, 2007 16:48:27 GMT -5
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He smiled as he saw Gabreilla come in the room and hug everyone, him last. He felt eyes on them a bit as they hugged, he wanted it to last forever but that wasn't going to happen. “ I missed you too Gabi "he told her with a smile. Hearing Kenny's voice, they started to record their second song. You are the music in me was already done and What time is it would make the second on to be recorded for High School Musical 2. He was beside Gabriella as they sand, feeling the camura on them. Just as they gout of the booth, Gabriella and him were pushed back in to do Gotta go my own way'. The ballad of the songs, he sang a long with her. As they finished Ashely and Lucaus had to do another weird but catty song. He found himself at a table, head up and alert. Hearing sweet words come toward him, he looked to see Gabriella.
He gave her a smile, realizing how close they were. " thanks beautiful " He told her with a light kiss on the cheek. Hearing Kenny call his name, he turned to face him and gave Gabriella, ' sorry I have to go' face and dashed off to record 'Bet on it'. After that Ashely and him recorded and more up beat 'You are the music in me' song. They actted all silly and goofy in the booth, Troy llaughingna bit at what Ashely did and at times she tickled him. " Troy" said Kenny. " she started it Kenny " said Troy looking over toward Ash. " no he did, stop lieing Alexander " he said back at him before he threw her over his shoulder. " put me down! " she told him as they got out the room.
" say sorry for calling me Alex you know that annoys me " he told her. " I won't say sorry " she told him as she giggled hitting his back playfully. " alright you two that enough, Gabriella Troy you two have to do 'Everyday' and then' All for one with everybody' " he told him. Troy placed Ashely down and walked into the booth with Gabriella, ready to sing. not done
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Sept 3, 2007 18:13:42 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Sept 3, 2007 18:13:42 GMT -5
Loving you was easy, Losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but Knowing you are no longer mine Is the hardest of it all As he called her beautiful she smiled and felt his lips press against her cheek. She brushed her fingertips against her cheek as she watched him dash off to the studio and she smiled to herself. She was glad to be back to her old self, or something like herself. She sat back down and ate the rest of her sandwhich as she felt a headache coming along and she had to take her pills anyways. She dug around in her purse as she took out her pills and got her water as she took them. She waited her turn until she was called in to sing with Troy as she smiled and she sang the song as they were done for the day she walked out of the recording studio and looked over at Troy once more. "Hey, you want to go grab some dinner? It'll be on me!" she said with a smile and a faint laugh as she looked at him once more.
She was unsure of if he would want to or if he had Lena here with him or something. She hoped he would go, she wanted to talk to him and become friends with him, possibly more of course but for now friends would work. She had missed him dearly and she only wished to be around him more often, without him things just hadn't quite been the same since. As he said he would she smiled. "Alright, well I'm going to go change so meet me in front of the hotel in about an hour or so?" she said and as he agreed she smiled and went on her way. A car came around and picked her up to bring her to the hotel she was staying at.
She went and took a shower as she came back out with a towel wrapped around her she went to see what she should wear. She decided to wear a dark blue sundress as she finished her makeup, looking stunning as usual she had her hair straightened as she walked out and saw Troy was already there. "Well aren't you just looking amazing tonight." she said with a smile as she walked near him and wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tight with a smile on her face as a car pulled up to bring them to a restaurant. She got in as he followed behind her and smiled.
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Sept 3, 2007 18:31:54 GMT -5
Post by Troy Bolton on Sept 3, 2007 18:31:54 GMT -5
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" of course " he told her with a smile before they parted off. He got to his room and took a shower, slipping on a dark colored blue jeans along with a white tees shirt. Light jacket placed on him as well, Utah did have it cold nights at times. He patted his dog good bye and got in front of the hotel, Gabriella came out only seconds later. He smiled toward her, feeling her hands wrap around him in a hug. " thank you my dear but I don't look as good as you tonight " he said and let his arms come around her as well. Light kiss on her forehead as he let her go, seeing the car in veiw. He let his grip fall from about her small yet plump body. Open the door for her so he could get in right behind her.
As they were in the car, he smiled over toward having the urge of wanting to kiss her. But he held back, " you know your number one fan is coming soon when her leg feels better " He told her with a smile. He was only talking about Katie, who still loved her recored label or not. Tha was her idol and it would stay that way. Her two american fans found Zac Efron to be their idol in a way or they just liked him. The two had come over for a sleepovr and chased Troy all over the house screaming Zac. They always though Katie was playing around when she said her brother was Zac Efron but it was true.
As they reached [ place ] to have dinner he held out a hand tfor her to get out in. It felt good to have her there or just the feeling of her by his side was good enough for the boy. He was still in love with that girl, who feel off the bed in the morning and never able to wake him with a simple call of his name. He took her hand and walked inside the people gave them seats with out a problem. Lady already there to take their drinks, Troy got a Sprit and let Gabriella order her own drink. He couldn't eat any fat at all, he had already gained 5 pounds off of ice cream alone and had to work it off. Now his personal trainer said no fat at all. SO as the lady came backwith their drinks and then asked for their orders. Gabriella went first and then him, " Asian salad please " He said.
After she left he found them soon what alone, " so Gabriella what happened after the surgry? " He asked her. She looked better and acted a bit like the old Gabriella. He was just glad she was here, that she didn't die in the past week.
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Sept 4, 2007 21:28:27 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Sept 4, 2007 21:28:27 GMT -5
I wanna be the sun, your stars, & your moon. I wanna be your hot summer day in June. I wanna be the smell of your sweet perfume. I just wanna be close Gabriella looked over at him as he asked her the question. She handed the waitress the menu as she looked over towards Troy as she thought about the question and looked down. "Well, I was out for awhile andthe doctors met with him and told me they got it out but I need to go through radiation and I need to come monthly and take my medicine all the time." she said and looked over towards him once more. "Once I was released Holly took me home and she helped me clean up my apartment and then I went to work with my ersonal trainer and I got my stylist to take out my extensions and cut it back short. Something easy and back to my old self." she said with a smile that scrunched up her nose, in a cute way. She was trying oh so hard to become her old self, it seemed easy but not quite.
As their drinks arrived, hers a water and his a Sprite. She was on a no sugars or any junk food diet. Strictly veggies, fruits, and other things that were healthy and good for her along with a very strict excercise plan. She needed to be in good health, though it was a pain in the ass and definitely not quite as fun it as helping her survive. She looked over at him once more. "I miss us and our crazy adventures." she said with a faint smile just thinking about them. She missed all the rides in the elevator making out or running from fans and going crazy. It was everything she missed and more. She was glad just to be there with him tonight. She wanted him so badly, every fiber in her body wanted to leap across the table and kiss him because it was long overdue.
"..but anything I said in the hospital I don't really know if I said anything too mean, I wasn't myself as you know." she said and looked over at him once more. "I'm still not, but I'm trying." she said giving a faint smile wondering if he approved of her new look. She was trying hard to become her old self in which she'd achieved a lot. Her weight was back to normal but her health was still crazy mixed up. She could only hope one day the idea of cancer would be banished from her mind and she wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. She looked over at him longingly with a faint smile on her face just wanting him to walk around the table and hug her close and kiss her problems away.
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Sept 5, 2007 2:11:42 GMT -5
Post by Troy Bolton on Sept 5, 2007 2:11:42 GMT -5
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She was beautiful, he loved this girl like no tomorrow. To self, happy and joyful that was all Troy needed. " it alright I know Ella " he told her sweetly. He really didn't know if she meant all of it, still wanting him and everything but it touched him even. He really need need her back and she needed him but Troy was scared of hurting her again, the Lena thing was a bit planned but still he was in it. He really didn't want to hurt her every again and him staying away from her did the trick, he guessed. " well who ever you are now must know some guy named Troy is crushing on her badly " he said with a smile. This wasn't his same old Gabriella, maybe a stronger one but not his same old Gabriella. " but Gabriella.." he told her as his voiced faded. He always said her full dirst name when he meant something or wasn't playing around.
" I don't want to hurt you again you know that. so even if I may miss 'us' I don't want another 'us' so I can ruin it " he told her sadly. He meant every single word, he was always screwing something up and she was always getting hurt. He didn't want that at all for her, she was great now with out him, she didn't need him. The truth was Troy was scared of commuinet with her, after seeing his own mother and father realtionship fall and then im and Gabriella's. He was scared of hurt and scared of breaking any one heart but mostly Gabriella. " Gabriella...I'm sorry I can't do this " He said with a shake of his head and got up. Sadness in his eyes as he looked at Gabriella for the last night and got out the place without another word.
This place was just feild of golfing land and the set up for High School Musical two. But last the beach that was here, they filmed around were they filmed High School Musical, so things were very familiar to him. He sighed and walked to the beach, it wasn't much far off, where was his therpist now? He smirked and sat on he swing, head leaned on the chair,taking his phone out. Who knew what to do when he was acting stupid or didn't know what the hell he was doing? Holly. But would she answer this time of night? He dialed the number on her phone pressed it to his ear, hearing the sweet hello.
" Holly... I can't do this...I mean with Gabriella I will just mess things up again Holly...I just can't" he ened with a sigh. He just couldn't.
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Sept 5, 2007 22:38:23 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Sept 5, 2007 22:38:23 GMT -5
I wanna be the sun, your stars, & your moon. I wanna be your hot summer day in June. I wanna be the smell of your sweet perfume. I just wanna be close As Troy walked out she felt her eyes get watery but she knew she couldn't cry. When she thought she needed him, she was right. He also needed her and right now she thought he needed her whether he thought he did or not. She looked don at her plate contemplating what to do, should she go after him or stay there and mind her own business? She wasn't one to easily make up her mind. She payed for the meal and got up to leave as she went to go and look for him. She spotted him out on the beach as she walked close taking off her shoes as she walked closer to him slowly not bothering to run towards him, she didn't want to disturb him after all.
Holly heard her phone ring as she reached over and picked it up as she looked at the name, Troy. He hadn't called her in awhile and it was weird seeing his name pick up but she was also glad he called. She missed her little brother and best friend, things hadn't been the same with them since they were little. "Troy, take it easy." she said after she listened to him. "..whats wrong? You two couldn't have gotten in to a fight already, she's been way sweet lately." Holly said in to the phone knowing that probably wasn't the case. "..Troy, I know ever since your parents divorec you've had hateful feelings toward love but you have to give yourself a shot. You and Gabriella can make it, you just have to believe." she said in to the phone as she looked up and let out a soft sigh.
"..She loves you and you love her. You guys just need to stop being so scared of hurting each other and learn to work things out, you can do it. I believe in both of you." she said in to the phone with ease as if she was Dr. Phil, or in this case Dr. Holly. "Now, I think our session is done. Talk to her Troy, don't rush in to anything but talk to her don't avoid her." she said before hanging up and resumming getting ready for her night on the town.
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Sept 6, 2007 0:33:32 GMT -5
Post by Troy Bolton on Sept 6, 2007 0:33:32 GMT -5
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"no we didn't get in a fight" he said with a roll of his eyes and listened to Holly. She was always right and like never wrong, the reason for him calling her. But today Troy wasn't as brave as he wanted to be , scared was the word. Feeling ths suddun worry to sheild himself away from pain. It wasn't like Troy could be friends with Gabriella because he always ended up falling in love with her again and doing something stupid for them to break up. He didn't want thta again, them breaking up because of his mistake. Then she was better now today all happy and sweet, doing that with out him. She didn't need him did she? By the way things seemed she didn't need him one bit.
He started to hear the soft crunch of the sand under a person's feet. " Gabriella " he said with out even looking. Who else would look for him if he ran away from dinner plans? Hazel eyes still focus on the ocean and the waves crashing the sand.He really had no idea what to say to her or what to do, he was speechless yet full or words. He didn't feel like telling her he had a therpist who helped me and she realized he was scared of commirnt and losing a loved one. The the only girls or women that he felt super close to was Katie and his mother. He was afraid of losing them but it seem impossiable in his mind even with the move to Spain now.
Not Gabriella was different it was no sister brother relationship or mother to son relationship. He finally did looked over toward Gabriella, " I'm sorry for running out on you " He said and turned away with that. He couldn't look at her to long and not have the fear of messing things up.Even if all he really wanted to do was wake up in the morning with her at his sid tucked right under him, kissing him to wake him up from his slumber. Instread he got sloppy dog kisses in the morning.
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Sept 6, 2007 6:25:33 GMT -5
Post by Gabriella Montez on Sept 6, 2007 6:25:33 GMT -5
I wanna be the sun, your stars, & your moon. I wanna be your hot summer day in June. I wanna be the smell of your sweet perfume. I just wanna be close Gabriella looked out at him as she heard his voice. She stood there alone as the cool air blew her hair everywhere but she wasn't worried about that or even cared. She wanted to be with him but that was impossible right now. They both had so many problems to get through before they could move on to anything. "It's okay." she whispered softly. If only he knew she was on the verge of tears without him and that she wasn't going to be strong enough to get through everything without him. Maybe then he'd feel like it was okay to need her to that they could help each other and love each other the way they used to. Its what they both needed, they were both just to blind to see it.
Gabriella looked over at him once more dropping her shoes in the sand as they landed to the ground in a soft plopping noise as she walked closer to him and grabbed one of his hands within her own as she held it and looked up at him. "..Troy, I need you." she whispered as she looked up at him getting a little teary eyed as well as she looked away. "..I know things have happened between s and we've both gotten hurt but if we don't ever try or give 'us' a chance how will we ever know happyness?" She said and looked over at him once more as she wiped a tear away from her cheek. "I give off this strong appearance because I'm so scared of falling. I need you to be there to catch me." she whispered as she looked at him once more and then looked out towards the ocean.
It was beautiful, she had missed filming the first movie here but things were definitely different now. They had gotten back together in the last one but this time it seemed as if their relationship was doomed. She didn't want to rush back in to a relationship with him but she wanted to take it slow and do it right. He was who she wanted to be with and that was for sure. She knew they both had their fair share of issues and things they needed each other to help with and Gabriella would do anything just to help him. She loved that boy and nothing was ever going to change that no matter how hard anyone tried.
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