Sage Blix[NF!]

[Sage Blix]

YOU

Name:Ashley
Gender:Female
Age:Sixteen
Role Play Sample:

{From Palm Springs RPG 583 Words;;Rated R for self Harm}

Sighing Jamie closed his Lap top that he and Phox shared and walked up the stairs to his room.He needed to get dressed all that he was in was a pair of black and red boxers.Walking into his room he looked around at all of the empty and some full bottles of alcohol.He was way to stocked on Alcohol, but he didn't really care, and besides his parents never went into his room so he never had to hide the bottles or his bong and other drug stuff, so it was all good.Closing the door behind him he walked over to his clothes and shuffled through them, nothing really looked good.

But finally he decided on a pair of black Dickie's, a teal wife-beater and that was basically it.He was dressed enough for anyone and really he didn't think that Henry would mind how he looked.After all they were going to be talking about some serious stuff, and appearances really didn't matter.After getting dressed he threw him self down on his bed and closed his eyes.He had to think over what him and Henry had talked about.

Henry had said he was going to try and take his life again.And that really messed up Jamie.I mean he understood it really well, considering he's tryed it twice already but obviously failed twice.But it was still the fact that he loved Henry alot and so did Kiki, and it would kill the both of them so bad if he was to do this to them.I mean Jamie would feel so bad about it that he would also try and take his life, from all the pain of losing someone that he loved alot.And it didn't help that Jamie was also feeling suicidal lately.He's had to fight himself through trying to take away his life.Every time he cut himself he had to stop himself from going just a little bit deeper and silting his wrist.It was literally a constant battle, and he knew that Henry was going through it also and thats why it hurt him so bad.

Sighing to himself again he sat up on his bed and looked around his room, he couldn't let himself think about it.But he couldn't stop his mind and now he needed to do what was needed to get through tonight.Swinging his feet over the side of his bed he reached down into his bed side table and pulled out a razor blade.It was still satined with blood from when he cut himself earlier, but that didn't matter to him.

Placing the blade to the inside of his right wrist he pushed down and slide it across slowly making a rather deep cut.Looking down at it he realized just how deep her went.You could see the fat on the inside of his now open arm.Then it quickly filled with blood and ran down his arm fast.And looking down at it Jamie became calm and his mind stopped racing.All he felt right now was utter calm.

Standing up from his bed he dropped the razor blade on to the floor and grabbed a shirt and wrapped it around his severally bleeding arm and layed back down on his bed.Closing his eyes he felt himself become even calmer and he drifted into a light sleep.

CHARACTER

Full Name:Sage Blix
Age:Nineteen
Gender:Male
Grade, if student:Sophomore
Major, if student:Creative Writing
Celebrity:
Bill kaulitz

Likes:
**Guys
**Sex
**Cocaine
**Kinky Sex
**Bondage
**Cuddling
*Hugging
*Kissing
**PDA
**Holding Hands
**ScreamO
**Rocking out
*Make-up
**Stuffed Animals
**Cats
*Kittens
*Dogs
*Puppy's
*Lizards
*Snakes
*colorful fish
*butterfly's
*Rainbows..XD
*Gay pride parades
*Bisexual guys
**Drinking

Dislikes:
Abuse
Drugs
Rape
Hip hop
Rap
Homophobes
Being crazy
Hearing voices
Snobs
Rich people
Snails
bugs!!!!
Self Harm

Flaws:
Is a coke head
Hears voices
See's things
Burns himself and breaks his own bones
Is basically crazy
Has to take meds
Has been in four psychiatric hospitals
(The longest he's been at one is A year and a half)


History:


Personality:
Crazy
Sage..Is well crazy.You see he has this problem where he See's things.Not like dead people or anything more like,well I guess you could say ghosts.Yes ghosts,they follow him everywhere, and if he knew someone before they died and then they died, well they go and find Sage and stay with him through everything.But thats not all, they also talk to him, and sometimes its nice things, but most of the time its mean and harsh things, that upset him pretty bad.

Self-harmer
Sage for as long as he could remember was always harming himself.If he wasn't hitting his head against the wall till he passed out it was biting himself till he bleed, or just scratching himself with his fingernails.But it soon progressed into burning himself.He has almost an obsession with it, if he's smoking he has to put out at least on cigarette on his arm, or if he's cooking he has to burn himself some how.He doesn't know why, but he just has to.And then came the breaking his bones, he would run into corners of walls and break his arm, or fingers, split open his head, and sometimes even his legs.It doesn't really matter to him what he breaks but it just has to be done.But it isn't like he always goes around in casts, he only for some reason needs to break something once every two or three months, and it can't be no tiny fracture it needs to be a bad break.

Scared
Sage is scared of a lot of things he just never lets anyone know of them.The one thing that he's deathly afraid of is any kind of bug besides butterfly's.If he even See's like a spider, or a ply next to him he starts to hyperventilate, and on some occasions has even passed out because of it.Another one of his fears is his father.Ever since Sage could remember he's always been afraid of him, for one thing or another.And it didn't help that his father was a big man, who liked to abuse kids.

Loving
Sage is a very loving person and always has been.I mean just because he hates himself doesn't mean he doesn't love other people.He has a big heart for little kids and becomes very upset when he See's someone getting picked on or just abused period.He has even gone to court one time because of this.He saw this mom abusing her kid in the parking lot of a store and he confronted the lady, and well she took him to court claiming that he had hit her, because he was crazy.And yes, Sage may be crazy but he never fights anyone, he is the one who gets abused.
Not the other way around.He has never and will never hit someone.But that doesn't mean he doesn't dislike people, because he does but he would never physically hate someone by harming them.


Appearance:
* Three paragraph minimum.


OTHER

Are your history and personality both four paragraphs each?
Is your appearance three paragraphs?
What makes your character different?
He is a very social guy, but is afriad of a lot of things.He tends to be stuck on himself also at times when it comes to sex, and his love life.But the one thing thats diffrent about Sage is that he not only see's things but he hears things also.
What is the hidden rules word?
JellyBeans